All Blog Entries

  1. 7 days sober Red alert moment

    7 days sober.

    I dont exactly remember the date, but last week when i was a few days sober after going to meeting after meeting after meeting I had a complete brain meltdown.
    All of a sudden my brain said "Red Alert, Red Alert" With a big honking red alert sign IN my head. It felt like my brain was shutting down. Shrinking. I wanted to die right there and then. But by the grace of God, somehow I was able to call my sponsor. He saved me, and so did God (only as I understand ...

    Updated 06-18-2017 at 01:01 AM by Grraver

    Categories
    Recovery
  2. Going to AA meetings.

    Quote Originally Posted by Grraver View Post
    Thankyou so much everyone.
    I feel actual real gratitude.

    My alcoholic mind wants to say and says: "No, youre ridiculous, all your AA is crap, the U is crap and you suck Thomas. Go drink. Its better that way."

    But now I have some tools to deal with that, a good sponsor (fucking made of angel hair and platinum of the most pure quality). Alcoholism is a progressive disease, so It changes day by day. Moment by moment. *edit* 7 days ago I was absolutely destroyed
    ...

    Updated 06-18-2017 at 01:01 AM by Grraver

    Categories
    Recovery
  3. I've been updating my Painting Blog.

    Quote Originally Posted by williamsond View Post
    Categories
    Uncategorized
  4. another painting blog

  5. I've been updating my Painting Blog.

    Quote Originally Posted by williamsond View Post
    Categories
    Uncategorized
Page 3 of 17 FirstFirst 1 2 3 4 5 13 ... LastLast
vBSlider - Copyright © DragonByte Technologies Ltd.


Single Sign On provided by vBSSO